since i was a child, i am a very shy person. until today, yes, i didn't change much. when meeting new people, i tend to be someone that stands behind my mum and keep being silent and unmoved. not like the other kids, though they've just met, they'll run around here and there and play around as loud as they like. but nahh, not for me. why? because i'm SHY. probably i'm born to be like this. or, is this due to the habit of being a loner? hmmm..
yess, i am a loner. i am the youngest in the family. and the age difference between me and my brother that was born before me is approximately 6 years. i think that can explain why i am always alone. -.- we, my siblings and i, barely play together. when i was three-year-old, they've all went to school and work. thus making me all alone in the house. well, not literally alone. cause my mum is around but she's busy with office work and house work. so yeah, i play mostly with objects and imaginations. I'm a bit of a loner. but that's okay with me -.-
when school-hood started, 'strangers' label me as a quite person. but not my close friends. cause i'm superb talkative with humans i'm close! and sometimes i think i annoyed them -.- lol...well, im actually a very high spirited person. especially at home when i'm alone. :DDD but i don't know why, my mouth just tend to shut when being around with unfamiliar humans. except for now in the class i'm more close with all of them and sometimes i am the loudest, i think..hahahaa! but same things happen when i get out from the class. i'm not that 'kaypoh'. but being silent is not because i'm in sorrow. it's just a habit! lol...
i think that's it for now. there's a lot to write actually but im afraid that it's gonna be endless. ngehehehe~
Hastalavista, humanos! peace out ~_~v
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