Sunday, 16 November 2014

Journal: Slumber mode.

why am i here?

oh well...after spending my whole afternoon until night watching movies without omitting important daily activities of course, i am now feeling empty n realised i am actually home alone. i wasnt literally alone the whole day but i am now alone though.

anyways, i've just watched an epic movie though it is an 18+ genre but i am 19 anyways so i feel like it was a really great movie because at the end of it makes me feel my life is so boring. it was that getting back to the reality feeling after watching an epic movie, you know what i'm sayin'? lol

the title was, secretttttttttttttt. no m not gonna tell you. i've actually downloaded the ebook recently because i am into ebooks since out of the blue so i randomly found the movie in my movie list n the next thing happened i got soooo into the movie that i was late for dinner. someone taught me that a great movie is when you are eager to really watch it to the end and never want to leave the seat because the story is just so wow wow woow lol

overall, i've concluded that movies that are adapted from novels are simply mostly epic and have unpredictable climaxes and endings are just amusing. thus, after all the 7 hours or so wasted nicely on the couch with my biscuits and chocolate spread, i am now eager to read my ebooks again.

yesterday was my sister's wedding day. the reception day for her life's celebration though it was a day full of feelings and tiredness and so much of exposure of myself because i am totally a hermit and yesterday was a day i forced myself to hide my shells away because hey, who else would do it for my family. my point is, i really missed mum and...i want to thank those who came and i want to sorry for those who feel the unwanted things in their heart. though they are not reading this, i still want to say it out because damn those cats dont understand much of english vocabs to understand me lol

being so tired for the past days made me having a revenge to myself in slumber mode. my friends are all away and busy to chat with me anyway so today is a very nice day to do so. hopefully only today.

to wrap this up, i am a few steps closer to the ending of my tuition sessions officially for this year and i realised i need to find a new purpose to look forward in my everyday's life. being alone might be hard but i shall find a way. i wish myself luck and i believe creative writing can be a purpose too. i will starting writing now...ciao!

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